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100wordsTitle: the moldy trenches of my heart
Original
Rating: teen and up audiences
Notes: suicide ideation tw, crossposted onrainbowfic
I am alone again
alone with my broken brain
after losing the fight
and in the silence of tonight
I put methanol in my drink
so I don't have to think
about you leaving me behind
putting those suicidal thoughts in my mind
I see that in the dark
solitude hits its mark
finds itself a comfy nest
in the moldy trenches of my chest
and it tells me I'll never get better
and it tells me to write a goodbye letter
I have poisonous thoughts pooling in my head
I have bitter blood to write "they want me dead"
Original
Rating: teen and up audiences
Notes: suicide ideation tw, crossposted on
rainbowfic I am alone again
alone with my broken brain
after losing the fight
and in the silence of tonight
I put methanol in my drink
so I don't have to think
about you leaving me behind
putting those suicidal thoughts in my mind
I see that in the dark
solitude hits its mark
finds itself a comfy nest
in the moldy trenches of my chest
and it tells me I'll never get better
and it tells me to write a goodbye letter
I have poisonous thoughts pooling in my head
I have bitter blood to write "they want me dead"
