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Title: saudade
Original
Rating: teen and up audiences
Notes: crossposted on
rainbowfic
vipers on my back
crawling around my neck
they're my past in black
they want my heart for a snack
I find peace in cyanide
my solace in upcoming suicide
my chest ripped open wide
haunted with nowhere to hide
I yearn for times long gone
before I was undone
became a rotten swan
meant to wail until dawn
miss the days I was innocent
before my mind became violent
my thoughts, indecent
before I wrote to vent
I wish I wasn't me
wish there was nothing to see
I wish I wasn't me
but who I'm supposed to be
Original
Rating: teen and up audiences
Notes: crossposted on
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vipers on my back
crawling around my neck
they're my past in black
they want my heart for a snack
I find peace in cyanide
my solace in upcoming suicide
my chest ripped open wide
haunted with nowhere to hide
I yearn for times long gone
before I was undone
became a rotten swan
meant to wail until dawn
miss the days I was innocent
before my mind became violent
my thoughts, indecent
before I wrote to vent
I wish I wasn't me
wish there was nothing to see
I wish I wasn't me
but who I'm supposed to be